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azmelly replied to your post:29, 48 & 62
Sure I do!! Pix theater 4ever!!!

Did we watch it there?  I don’t remember. 

I know I always associate The Breakfast Club with you because of your disgust over the dandruff scene… and I remember watching BTiLC on TV with you… 

But I saw this in theaters?  DAMMIT I don’t remember!

I remember going to Pix for movies… but I honestly remember seeing Batman (1989) in theaters with you as my “earliest” movie experience, even though I know it wasn’t.

The Pix theater had seats that rocked back, and was in downtown Waukesha when I was a kid… and now it’s a stage theater… but still.

Either way, MOST of my 80’s movie watching was due to both my sisters influence…

Even though azmelly thought that I wasn’t old enough to watch the death scene in Who Framed Roger Rabbit in 1988 even though I was 8 yrs old) 

1 September 2014 azmelly memories sisters


Anonymous said: Question post: 3, 37, 86. (Was this supposed to be done in 3's?)

I honestly have no idea!  LOL (about being done in 3’s)

3. Last text message  “someone else might have accessed Microsoft account ni*****@netzero.com  revcover at blah blah blah”

37. Nicknames:  In highschool and beyond it was Moho, but typically it’s Irish, or McIrish or Irish Matt.

86. Yourself (as in do you believe in):  hardest question yet.  Right now?  No.  I want to quit.  I want to just go away, and leave it all behind.  But I can’t.  I’ve responsibilities.  There are things only I can take care of, only things that I can do… but it’s freaking hard.  I try, every day, I try… but when it comes to the end of the day.. I didn’t accomplish it.  So I fight.  I fight to not cry every day.  I fight to not give up everyday.  I fight to get up in the mornings, I fight to go to bed at night, I fight to make lunch, dinner (I’ve given up on breakfast).  I fight to wait to have that drink until 5pm (cocktail hour woot woot!).  It drains me.  It leaves me empty.  It makes my default emotion anger, resentment, irritability.  Lack of everything, and being tired of being depressed, sad, unable to do things like drive a motorcycle or play xobox with friends for more than an hour without drinking… Do I believe in myself?  I don’t know.  I’ve learned that “you can do whatever you set your mind to” is a lie… after all, I’ve never achieved flight or magnetism or the ability to pick winning lottery numbers….  Do I exist? Yes.  Why?  I don’t know.  I used to believe that I existed to be a part of certain people lives… to enhance their lives and either move on, or have enough of a reward to maintain them in my life…Do I believe in myself?  I don’t know.  I only know I can’t do what I used to do, so I KNOW that I can’t do anything I set my mind to.

1 September 2014


Anonymous said: 29, 48 & 62

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:  The re-release of Big Trouble in Little China, still starring Kurt Russel.

48. What do you like about yourself: I have really pretty eyes.

62. Listening to: the fish pump which I’m pretty sure I hooked up backwards because every few seconds it goes “fwwwoossshhhh pfffffttt blllrrrglellelelele”.

1 September 2014 azmelly does not realize how many 80's movies I've seen becuase of her favorite movie oh yes favorite i'm a movie guy not a music guy asked me this about 25 min ago and I would have told you Star Wars episode IV closing scenese


Anonymous said: This is for the question thingy: 39, 56 and 97

Zodiac sign: Leo

First Best Friend:  Oh wow.  His name was Roberto… we were best  friends for awhile… but he turned out to be a compulsive liar.  His dad wouldn’t let him come to the door unless I rolled my R’s.

If you could go back in time, how far would you go: I’ve thought about this a lot, actually.  I’d go back to about 1988, and sit down with my parents and tell them, in order of importance, 1) Dad is being misdiagnosed, he has type 1 diabetes and to not take all the meds they want him to take. 2) Invest in Apple until 2011, and invest in Yahoo until 2000, and invest in Google. 

I’d leave a private note for my eyes only, and that’s all I’d do.

1 September 2014


kill your curiosity

  • 1. Last kiss
  • 2. Last phone call
  • 3. Last text message
  • 4. Last song you listened to
  • 5. Last time you cried
  • HAVE YOU EVER:
  • 6. Dated someone twice
  • 7. Been cheated on
  • 8. Self harmed
  • 9. Lost someone special
  • 10. Been depressed
  • 11. Been drunk and threw up
  • THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
  • 12. had sex
  • 13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
  • 15. Made a new friend
  • 17. Laughed until you cried
  • 18. Met someone who changed you
  • 19. Found out who your true friends were
  • 20. Found out someone was talking about you
  • 26. What did you do for your last Birthday
  • 27. What time did you wake up today
  • 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
  • 30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
  • 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
  • 32. What are you listening to right now
  • 33. When is the last time you had sex?
  • 34. Who's getting on your nerves right now
  • 35. Most visited webpage
  • 36. Favorite colour
  • 37. Nicknames
  • 38. Relationship Status
  • 39. Zodiac sign
  • 40. Male or female
  • 41. Primary school
  • 42. Secondary School
  • 43. High school/college
  • 44. Eye color
  • 46. Height
  • 47. Do you have a crush on someone
  • 48. What do you like about yourself
  • 49. Piercings
  • 50. Tattoos
  • 51. Righty or lefty
  • FIRSTS:
  • 53. First piercing
  • 54. First best friend
  • 55. First hookup
  • 56. First Bestfriend
  • RIGHT NOW:
  • 59. Eating
  • 60. Drinking
  • 61. I'm about to
  • 62. Listening to
  • 63. Waiting for
  • YOUR FUTURE:
  • 64. Want kids?
  • 65. Get married?
  • 66. Career
  • WHICH IS BETTER:
  • 67. Lips or eyes
  • 68. Hugs or kisses
  • 69. Shorter or taller
  • 70. Older or Younger
  • 71. Romantic or spontaneous
  • 72. Nice stomach or nice arms
  • 73. Sensitive or loud
  • 74. Hook-up or relationship
  • HAVE YOU EVER:
  • 76. Kissed a stranger
  • 77. Drank hard liquor
  • 78. Lost glasses/contacts
  • 79. Had sex
  • 80. Broken someone's heart
  • 82. Been arrested
  • 83. Turned someone down
  • 84. Cried when someone died
  • 85. Fallen for a friend
  • DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
  • 86. Yourself
  • 87. Miracles
  • 88. Love at first sight
  • 89. Heaven
  • 90. Santa Clause
  • 91. Kiss on the first date
  • 92. Angels
  • 93. How would you label yourself?
  • 94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
  • 95. Did you sing today
  • 96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About
  • 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
  • 98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
  • 99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
  • 100. Do you like the way you look?
  • Actually ask me something. Anon or not.
  • PLEASE DO THIS ACTUALLY FOR ONCE I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER PLEASE

1 September 2014 reblog: psycho-wonderland doing it because I need something to distract me also because followers also why not suddenly I start reblogging? WTF


Note the bloated tummy… This is how I know SHE’S the guilty one. 

This also freaks me out,because Jax looked like this the day before he died.  Fortunately, when Paris stands up (and then poops) it goes back to normal… But I will spend HOURS panicking until that happens. 

I can’t lose another greyhound so quickly.  Especially not my Paris.

Note the bloated tummy… This is how I know SHE’S the guilty one.

This also freaks me out,because Jax looked like this the day before he died. Fortunately, when Paris stands up (and then poops) it goes back to normal… But I will spend HOURS panicking until that happens.

I can’t lose another greyhound so quickly. Especially not my Paris.

1 September 2014 paris greyhound greyhounds guilty jax i miss my jax so much still worry panic


Who can I send my resignation to?

It’s not enough this non-air conditioned house is hot as hell most of the time, or that we had massive water leaks… now, we are 100% positive of a bed bug infestation.

It’s not enough that scrimping and pinching to get enough money to go buy bed covers, rubbing alcohol, diatomaceous earth, pillow covers and still pay rent…

But then coming home after shopping to find that 1 or 2 or all 3 dogs stole leftover pizza and wings from the counter and ate it all.

I don’t care about the pizza… but chicken wings were eaten.  I think probably only 4… but still.  Considering the way my luck is going, all 3 will need to go to the vet for expensive care or something. 

So, I can quit, right?  Like, send a resignation letter, fuck the 2 week notice, and just quit, right?

Right?

1 September 2014 bed bugs dogs pizza dog problems they BETTER be ok probably will be pretty sure Paris is the culprit problems bug problems ugh I want to quit


When we leave the house for several hours, I now put toys and a few treats in a box and fold it closed for Paris.  This way, if she wants to tear into something, she can do it to something I don’t care about, and it gives her an activity. 

When I got home last night, the box was untouched, but she had removed both my Xbox controllers from the charging stand and took one outside. 

It was only after being home did she decide to do anything with the box… and as you can see, lil miss needle nose just sticks it in, roots around, and grabs the treats.

When we leave the house for several hours, I now put toys and a few treats in a box and fold it closed for Paris. This way, if she wants to tear into something, she can do it to something I don’t care about, and it gives her an activity.

When I got home last night, the box was untouched, but she had removed both my Xbox controllers from the charging stand and took one outside.

It was only after being home did she decide to do anything with the box… and as you can see, lil miss needle nose just sticks it in, roots around, and grabs the treats.

31 August 2014 paris greyhound greyhounds lol box toys treats canine activity


30 August 2014 cute aww hugger cephalapod dolphin otter


Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.
The artists deviant art gallery.

Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.

The artists deviant art gallery.

30 August 2014 calvin and hobbes calvin hobbes alt art sweet


Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.
The artists deviant art gallery.

Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.

The artists deviant art gallery.

30 August 2014 calvin and hobbes calvin hobbes alt art sweet


Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.
The artists deviant art gallery.

Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.

The artists deviant art gallery.

30 August 2014 calvin and hobbes calvin hobbes alt art sweet


Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.
The artists deviant art gallery.

Some bad-ass Calvin and Hobbes.

The artists deviant art gallery.

30 August 2014 calvin and hobbes alt art calvin hobbes sweet


Why sitting on my couch between 8:30-9:30 AM freaking sucks… 

It’s slanted, how do I even put a curtain rod up there??

Plus I’m renting, so I’m not about to make any permanent changes.

Why sitting on my couch between 8:30-9:30 AM freaking sucks…

It’s slanted, how do I even put a curtain rod up there??

Plus I’m renting, so I’m not about to make any permanent changes.

28 August 2014 sun windows sunlight my eyes ugh


This summarizes my current knowledge of sportball and it’s rulings.  
By the way… are we still calling pot a “performance enhancing drug”? 
It’s about as effective at enhancing performance as taking Ambien is at staying awake all night. 

This summarizes my current knowledge of sportball and it’s rulings. 

By the way… are we still calling pot a “performance enhancing drug”? 

It’s about as effective at enhancing performance as taking Ambien is at staying awake all night. 

27 August 2014 nfl duck lol sportball or football whatever pot ambien